recap
thursday night - the un-date. i’m totally cringing still about how much red wine i drank in the span of like……4 hours. casa bianca pizza had a 20 minute wait (a good sign) so we wandered over to the chalet in the meantime. drink #1, starting to hear the convo of how he, too, is fresh out of a relationship. huh…
garlic bread, caprese salad, and thin crust cheese pizza followed by drinks 2 and 3.
back to the chalet where i order a whole carafe of wine for myself.
ugh, gawd. i am so in control until about 3 glasses in.
then sloppy melissa emerges.
so it was sloppy melissa that ended the evening…. i think i freaked him out a bit. not to mention he’s way hung up on his ex.
but it’s okay…i just want to get out more and meet new, interesting people. (see you at the next meet up! i’ll try not to get ridiculous), not jump into any kind of dating.
the i get home and my little bro and his friend were HIGH. it is quite all right for me to be the family fuckup, but i hold my brother to a different standard. needless to say that being such a novice meant that they stunk up the whole 2nd floor of the house….which led to ME being accused of smoking.
weak.
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friday - lazy hangover day. lots of sleeping and eating cold pizza fromthe night before.
consider going to fantasia and decide against it as i was already non-functionally stoned.
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today - wake up to the sunshine. gym and yoga followed by sushi and edamame…. usually makes for a good afternoon.
i feel really unbalanced today. a little off.
then i check out good ole’ tumblr and i learn of saintnate’s recent circumstances… i feel bad, like i could have said, “omg….just crash at my place… which is pretty close to Fantasia in the scheme of things,” or something.
tonight includes drinks at my friends’ new place, then more drinks at Howl at the Moon (i LOATHE Universal CityWalk, so this should be grrrreeeeeaattt) for said friends’ friend’s birthday. i remember this friend of a friend as the girl who gets obnoxiously drunk.
being broke should also add another dimension of awesomeness to tonight’s event…
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tomorrow - super bowl party. come if you want (email me) but it will likely be me and a pair of 3D glasses.
