biPolar bear
get ready for a different kind of TMI.
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so i’m bipolar, which i’ve mentioned before.
i stopped taking my $200 a month meds about a month and a half ago.
…Oct. 26th to be exact because I made sure to take them on the day of the tumblr film fest.
as i’ve done a few times in my adult life, I tried to just exist without taking a pill or 3, but ultimately, chemical imbalances are chemical imbalances and it’s not something that will just go away.
i decided to pursue a sliding scale clinic, and a fellow tumblr was kind enough to point me in the direction of some facilities that would help.
after a week of feeling like i want to jump out of my fucking skin and hyperventilate, i felt it time to see a doctor.
today i went to the clinic.
I got there at 11am.
On the door was a sign stating that today was the office holiday party and they closed at 10am.
JUST MY LUCK!
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gonna try again on Tuesday.
gah….life….
