melissa / mayhem

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regret….stupid regret

(This post is more for me than anyone else.  I just need to document this feeling so I can avoid it in the future.)

ugh. so I’ve lost about 3 lbs over probably the last month.

as soon as i lose a little weight i ALWAYS fuck it up.

sure enough, i decided that trying that new Big Carl from Carls Jr. (supposed to be their version of a Big Mac) was a great idea.

so i went to buy it with my already dwindling monetary funds…something i knew i shouldn’t do also.

GAH.

$5.69 later and i have this HUGE diet coke, double cheezburger, and 2 sides of fries (they gave me an extra one accidently i guess) in front of me.

the burger was way gross and i had 4 bites.  I had a few fries but they are soooo salty.  The diet coke is gone.

i feel disgusting and now i have this whole shitty, waste-o-money meal in front of me.

And sure enough…as soon as i got home with all this crap, I walk in to find Pops making some delicious tilapia.