regret….stupid regret
(This post is more for me than anyone else. I just need to document this feeling so I can avoid it in the future.)
ugh. so I’ve lost about 3 lbs over probably the last month.
as soon as i lose a little weight i ALWAYS fuck it up.
sure enough, i decided that trying that new Big Carl from Carls Jr. (supposed to be their version of a Big Mac) was a great idea.
so i went to buy it with my already dwindling monetary funds…something i knew i shouldn’t do also.
GAH.
$5.69 later and i have this HUGE diet coke, double cheezburger, and 2 sides of fries (they gave me an extra one accidently i guess) in front of me.
the burger was way gross and i had 4 bites. I had a few fries but they are soooo salty. The diet coke is gone.
i feel disgusting and now i have this whole shitty, waste-o-money meal in front of me.
And sure enough…as soon as i got home with all this crap, I walk in to find Pops making some delicious tilapia.