my ascension on the shit list at work
it seems that my bosses are never pleased, which means that anything done in a stellar fashion is overshadowed by the miniscule amount of “errors.”
i am not doing anything wrong (bosses are a husband and wife. husband says do it one way, the wife then tells me to do it the exact opposite way. hence….i can never be right).
BUT this back pain/slipped rib/whatever is killing me. i considered calling out today but i
a) can’t afford to not be at work
b) don’t have insurance so my medical help options are….lacking.
3) thought the pain would have subsided or that i could at least handle it for 7ish hours on my feet.
20 mins. in and i’m almost in tears with pain.
call other coworkers to resolve the issue…….no dice.
within minutes the boss calls up to lay into me about his disappointment in me and how i’m inconveniencing everyone.
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this is not even a job that has anything to do with what i want to do in the future, so being constantly made to feel shitty is just having a negative effect on me. in the past i might have seen it as an opportunity to show the boss that i’m an asset to the company. now i just wish i would get on with my life already and figure out what i want to do so i can stop working a fruitless job.
