gpoyw - jealousy is the worst emotion edition.
so, while the weather is fine-ish, it’s definitely bumming me out a bit.
i’m overwhelmed with school and work, and as you can see, i didn’t even throw on my makeup face today.
i’ve started to find myself jealous of this person whom i totally shouldn’t be. She’s way rad and I find myself torn between being like, “I wanna be besties” and “I fucking hate you.”
i feel stupid and childish and i know that this is seriously ridiculous. Maybe she stands for what i “used to be like.” Maybe it’s her carefree approach to life. Maybe it’s that every dude i know wants to bang the snot outta her or already has… Maybe it’s because she’s so complex.
This is so lame and it’s exacerbated, of course, by the gloomsville weather.
Just get the fuck over it already.
NO SHE IS NOT A TUMBLR SO NO EFFING SPECULATION NEEDED.
